Stress Relief, Where Are You?

Where are the friends when you need them, where is the money when you need it, where is stress relief when you want it most? This weekend I was hoping for a chance to let loose and relax but it didn't happen. Online accounting homework, due, Online calculus homework, due, wedding contract, due, due, due, due, due. When does it ever end? This wedding stuff is lingering over my head and no one seems to understand. They want you to sign your life away to them and then pay them loads of money. I think I want to enjoy the fun part of being engaged before I sign all my money away. Our wedding is ten months away, what will a couple more months of making them wait for my money, hurt? None, I say!

I am so stressed out in need of some serious stress relief. You know I tell these things to Chad and he just doesn't understand, like most men, I hope. It's like he thinks it all just happens, no stress necessary? Well, plenty of stress I think. Trying to get a family of 15 a couple thousand miles away for a wedding. It doesn't just happen I can tell you. It's making the beach look much more nice. But, in a few months I will revisit the contract and the reservations, and the money and maybe I might feel a little better? Maybe there won't be as much homework due, and maybe there might be more money in my bank account?

I have all of these great stress relievers sitting around and it's almost like I am ignoring them. I have a new camera, one of my favorite things to do. We have a PS3 and one of the most fun games out there "Little Big Planet." I don't know why I can't relax. I don't know what my problem is. Is there anyone out there that understands? I am so tired and stressed. I think I need someone to Hail Mary me out of this before I go crazy.